Hannah Werner
Two women and their aerial ropes, a mirrored-like floor, and with an intense feeling of slight trepidation and intense curiosity, I sat in my seat before the performance began. Trepidation as I noticed a women with exposed breasts restrained by tight ropes, and a strong eagerness to understand what this performance will be about. With the blue spotlight shining down on the spinning aerialist, I knew something intriguing, and possibly visually challenging, was about to take place.
“She sings knowing she has wings”. These are lyrics occasionally sung (hauntingly) throughout the performance of Everything I See I Swallow, performed by the group, Shasha and Taylor Productions. These lyrics, both poetic and powerful, contain the meaning that both understanding and ownership enable clarity and voice. In this performance, this understanding and ownership revolves around the powerful feeling and ownership of beauty, and also dives into the changing dynamics of feminism; both of which are addressed through a unique dialogue consisting of only a mother and her daughter. We grow up with sexual hunger subconsciously being repressed and remaining a secretive conversation topic, and the theme of this performance addresses the absurdity that comes along with a lack of understanding and acceptance of sexual feelings and desire. With this dialogue addressing different standpoints on feminism, I was able to learn the changing dynamics of what it means to be a woman in what sometimes appears to be a sexually driven society. A mother, who works with a group of powerful men, just trying to seek acknowledgment of her hard work and dedication, believes women should not be submissive to the objectifying desires of men, for this gives them exactly what they want and goes against feminism and the idea of equality. On the other end, we have the daughter, Olivia. Originally believing the idea that beauty belongs to those who feel it, she later learns the power of owning one’s body and sexuality through acrobatics. Throughout the performance you see her self-expression in the form of aerial ropes, tying and tangling her nearly naked self into these spider webs just to gracefully and elegantly untangle herself with each spin and flip. Vulnerability, expression, ownership, and the battling between mother and daughter on feminism all come together to form one aesthetically pleasing yet socially challenging performance to push the limits of how sexuality is viewed.
While at times I felt confused by the abrupt scene changes and semi-ambiguous scripting, these feelings quickly dissipated as the performers dove into further detail as the scenes continued. Overall, this performance was beautifully written and provided me with a sense of pride in being a woman. Feeling shameful of or disengaged from our sexuality doesn’t move us even the slightest step closer to empowerment and free expression as a woman. To do this, we must first acknowledge and understand that we have the capability to have wings and fly. To trust in these wings allows us to sing our song, and to sing our song allows us to accomplish the most human thing possible: to love ourselves and to love one another.